Are you seeing change in your heart – since you “became a Christian”? We absolutely will see change towards godliness in our life… when the Holy Spirit enters into us.
God can accept all your most heinous of sins. He’s got all of it covered by His death on our behalf. So the problem is not your sin. What God requires is sincere repentance of those sins.
When it comes to being saved, it’s not about us and our sin. It’s about His offer of salvation and our acceptance of that grace.
Sinners are not saved by cleaning up and staying straight. We get saved solely by His grace, His free gift of salvation. But, He sees our heart. We must present ourselves fully to Him: all our sinfulness and unworthiness, wicked heart and shame.
However vile – He can handle that! Repent and be born again, then allow Him to begin to change you into “His likeness”. See: Philippians 3:10 …being continually conformed [inwardly into His likeness….
If you’re not seeing change towards Him, perhaps you never turned towards Him. Perhaps you never got saved, ever. But it’s not too late. – Source: Accepting Jesus – Plus Some Other
Are you ready to meet Jesus face-to-face on that day?