Do you practice what is replicated in Kundalini Hindu mysticism? If you are the typical NAR-type Charismatic, then yes, you do. But that is part of the doctrines of demons Scripture warns us against. Are you actually ready to argue with God about that when you arrive for judgement?
Better is thinking with God’s Word
Are you “an abandoned construction site… piles of stuff, bits and pieces strewn around, ugly windows gaping holes….” Thinking with the thousands around you, with their traditions deep in media, popular, sung and preached? Better is thinking with God’s Word.
God hears us and wants us to approach Him with sincere and honest prayer
God can hear us. But have you drawn near to Him? He wants us all to approach Him in prayer. Have you received His invitation?
You don’t have to be weird to be an apostate
You don’t have to be weird to be an apostate. You just have to be “wrong”. Actually, apostates are mostly normal people, with a few really weird ones thrown in. Don’t go thinking you are not apostate just because you think yourself “normal”. Your normal may not be God’s “normal”. After all, He defines “normal” – not us.