Are you perhaps slip-sliding away into a thinking where you matter most? And God doesn’t? Got a mental attitude where you think God should ask you for your opinion? Like, God should say to you, “What you think, man?”
Specific salvation parameters Jesus absolutely requires
Are you aware of what-all is actually required to truly “accept Christ”? Believing “in the name…” means accepting “all that Jesus Christ is and does”. Have you sincerely repented and truthfully “believed” in Jesus? Are you honestly following Jesus?