How long is “never”? Can it be “sometime”, or “maybe if you fail too much”? Not a chance. Read Hebrews 13:5 and let God’s Word seal your salvation forever.
One thing you lack
Jesus is inviting you to come into His Kingdom. Forever! Imagine how exotic and opulent – His Place? Is that exciting – or what!? I’m looking for that! Have you visited Jesus, like the rich young ruler, and blindly held-on to your ways in the midst of all your religiosities? It is a fearful thing to consider being rejected by a damning God. How far would you go to NOT be God-damned?