Do you practice what is replicated in Kundalini Hindu mysticism? If you are the typical NAR-type Charismatic, then yes, you do. But that is part of the doctrines of demons Scripture warns us against. Are you actually ready to argue with God about that when you arrive for judgement?
The Seed of the Word was sown. What happened to yours?
What type soil are you these days? Has the seed planted by God in you – resulted in fruit?
You don’t have to be weird to be an apostate
You don’t have to be weird to be an apostate. You just have to be “wrong”. Actually, apostates are mostly normal people, with a few really weird ones thrown in. Don’t go thinking you are not apostate just because you think yourself “normal”. Your normal may not be God’s “normal”. After all, He defines “normal” – not us.