Being a sinner is actually quite humiliating, isn’t it?  (I assume you also are… and can relate?) I did not want this.  I did not plan this.  I did not want to be in this.  So what do you do about it? My ambition in life – is to please my God.  So, this sinning is not what I want.  And yet, I still sin! The thing is, though God saves us in an instant, maturity is a lifelong process that takes time.  We have to learn to take it as it comes – and look to Christ moment by moment.  We don’t accept the sinning, but we accept that we are weak and in need of the power of God in our life!