Have you considered: Maybe your thinking about God was deceived? That would be the most serious of things. Do you value your Eternity enough to look deeply into this? It’s a serious thing – having a mind that has been deceived. Wouldn’t want to stay deceived!
Believe in the Name of Jesus
Believing “in the name…” means you believe in “all that Jesus Christ is and does”. Where are you at on this spectrum? Truly saved — almost but not — going to Hell for sure.