Are you reading the Bible? It has “wisdom that leads to salvation” – to a life everlasting with God. It’s important because you’re either “in” or you’re “out”. What’s it going to be for you? I really recommend you be reconciled to God.
Where do you find healing?
Our “old self” is being continually corrupted “through deceitful desires”. So where do you find healing for your soul? What do you want to have accomplished with your soul – by the time you reach your final destination?